I Try

I try to

run downstairs

I try to

wave the smoke away

I try to

grab my little brother

I try to

look for the keys

I try to

unlock the door

I try

not to panic

I try

not to scream

I try to

realize this is real

I try to

understand I’m safe

I try to

not look at it

I try to

not cry

I try to

see my house as something more than ash.